My Dilemma ...

"LOVE"...this four letter has always stunned us all. What exactly is love ?? When can you say that you really are in love? Why is a certain person so special? These are some of the most frequently asked questions…whose perfect answers are still to be discovered…. Everyone has different views about this very special feeling…but all agree that life is beautiful when one is in love, It’s a thought that you think and want to keep thinking forever.
Let me tell you today what I think "love" is all about! You may completely disagree with me because I don’t know what are your priorities in life & what kind of a person you are and what you expect “THE ONE” in your life to be and I have no rights or intentions to interfere in or comment on your personal life! So shall I start??????? Ok here it comes.............
Love is when your happiness is not pleasing until you share it with the person & your sorrows don’t lessen until that person pacifies you( I know I know you have heard that atleast a 100 times....but its very true buddy...just think about it once more)! It is, when you two sit together for hours without saying a word & feeling sure that it was the best time of your lifetime! It is, when you see in your beloved’s eyes & don’t just read "kiss me"… but such care and affection that gives you such a tender feeling that you can wait your entire life for that one look!
It is when you start missing the person just one second after he’s gone, when you fear losing him because you CANNOT IMAGINE your life without him, when you are ready to change and pain yourself for a simple smile on his face! It is, when you laugh when he laughs and cry when he cries (and that’s not a typical Hindi film dialogue, people tell me that it’s a fact and there’s nothing more gratifying than that), when your heart beats increase on hearing his voice(no hindi dialogue again)... when, even his one look changes the world for you! It is when you care and want to share!
When you remember and care about those small things he does like annoying you on little things(only to be able to say sorry to you with that “puppy-dog-innocent-look” in his eyes and see you showing some attitude because remember girls guys like to chase!! *winks*) .The way he remembers each and every word you say to him(and vice-versa) & feeling sure that he really cares and you matter the most in his life!
It is when he looks cute and sweet for the most stupid things he does.....the way he surprises you and makes you laugh(often at times when u even don’t feel like smiling) and the way he treats you simply like a princess for whatever you are(don’t forget to “reward” him for this.....and hey you reader stop reading between the lines :p )!! The way you can feel the concern for him, the warmth that he brings along with his presence, the way you hear his heart beats even when he is very far away, the way you feel his soft touch without him actually even coming near you, and the smiles that he spreads across your face…even when he is miles away!! When everyone around you feels a sudden change….. a spontaneous glitter on your face,a twinkle in your eye…when you are talking to him or when he’s around!! The way he tells you every day how important you are in his life and how much your smiles and your happiness mean to him(again...dont forget to “respond” because it’s mostly a give and take process)!!
The way you miss him in every happiness of your life!! The way everything gets more beautiful after the settlement of a fierce fight!! The way you understand him or even just try to understand him. …When he says that he feels like changing the world when he sees tears in your eyes… when he wakes you up at 3 in the night just to say that you are an integral part of his life and he can’t imagine his life without you… you feeling sure that each and every word he tells you is true and straight from his heart… because in the heart of hearts you have the same feelings inside you…When you can feel a special warmth for you in his eyes, in his voice, infact in everything he does…When his fondest dream is in your eyes too…when u feel that he’s the reason for your existence in the world…… so basically the list goes on ……………
It’s rightly said that it’s better to have loved and lost then to have never loved at all…. I m sure it’s a wonderful feeling…though I have never been in love really…. because I m very confused about this very special characteristic of human beings…or may be I don’t know whether I really am in love…or would I ever be…but if it’s such a wonderful feeling as people say it is…I would definitely love to be in love!!!!!!