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Sunday, October 25, 2009

Comfortably numb ...

I wonder why do i blog !!!Is it how i talk to the world?Or is it the way i talk to people whose opinion matter to me or is it simply the way i talk to myself ... (i.e. just a little loudly)?I am not even sure whether anybody would ever read this :), so i guess i AM talking to myself .. like a personal diary, just a little less secretive though ...

I have noticed one thing, i write either when i am a little more happy than usual or a little more sad than usual.I write in extremes ! Either my posts would be really cheerful and full of life or they would be too gloomy rather sadist types.When happy, why do i need to show it to the world and when sad, is it how i vent out my frustration?If yes, on whom?And why ?And does it really help?Why can't i be direct with people and with things?Or is this an easy way out?Why do we prefer to make easy choices in life?Are some things really worth the pain?How do we decide which ones are?

Do i write for appreciation???Or do i write for people to agree with my opinion???Or do i simply want my voice to be heard?How does it matter to me if i am heard ??Or to anybody for that matter?Aren't certain things best, when left unsaid?Or is it best to let them unsaid?I know this is incomplete ...
So, i guess it's time to be quiet for some time.What words cannot express, silences do :)

2 comments:

Anonymous said...

Hmm.. beautifully said.."silences do speak..!"

but.. sometimes V r not alone in this world..
sometimes pple do care 4 us a lot more than V expect..
sometimes pple r a lille scared admitting dat..
n' hence, sometimes v all do have our secccret admirers..!!!

Don't V..;o)??

Wishing U smiles..!

Unknown said...

hmmm ! So you've got a secret admirer for yourself..! Super !

My take on the question is, I write to channel out my thoughts first, then to keep myself in touch with myself and then creativity. I experiment different things, I enjoy doing that, learn a lot of ways to write in turn. :)